Amdan ig ḥemmlen idlisen akter n tmeṭṭut-is



Mḥend illul deguseggas 1960 di taddart n At Musni. Asmi illul, imawlan-is xedmen adlis ɣer duḥ-is iwakken ad iḥemmel idlisen. Ḥekun as-id  timucuha id tteksen deg yidlisen iwakken ad rebbin dges tayri n tɣuri. Akka, id yekker Mḥend di twenadṭ ig fkan azal i tmusni.

Weqbel ad yekcem s aɣerbaz,yessen yakan imusnawen imeqranen,imedyazen, imyura,inagmayen,inaẓuren… Di taddart; imdanen akk ẓran Mḥend yederwec ɣef yidlisen.Ticki yeṭṭes, yettargu idlisen, ticki yettqeṣir di tejmaɛtneɣ di lqahwa, yettqeṣir  ɣef  yidlisen. Ticki ileḥu deg webrid, yezga yettawi deg afus-is adlis.

Asmi yewweḍ tizi n zwaǧ, imud yiwen usteqsi kan i tin ara yuɣalen ar zdat d tameṭṭut-is. Yenna-as ma tḥemleḍ idlsen.Tasaɛdit teḥrec, tenna-as ḥemleɣ idlisen iwakken as teɛjeb.Asmi zewǧen, Mḥend yeṭṭfed aṭas n yidlisen sɣur imdukal-is ma d Tassaɛdit teṭṭfed ijeqduren n wučči am tqeslin difenǧalen…

Xas aka yezweǧ Mḥend, ur ibeddel-ara, mazalit ifud taɣuri n yiɣmisen, n tesɣunin, n wungalen… ticki i yekcem s axxam, yettawi yid-s adlis.Deg uxxam, yal amkan, yeǧǧa dges adlis, di tkuzint, di texamt g iḍeṣ…Anect-agi  igellu yas-id s waṭas n wuguren tt-meṭṭut-is.

Im-ara yaf adlis yemsex neɣ icereg, ad yerfu, ad irreẓ kra  ijeqḍuren n usewwi.

Imiren ad yebdu cwal neɣ ṭrad.Tasaɛdit tuɣal tusem ɣef yidlisen ig ṭṭfen amkan ameqran deg wul n wergaz-is. Tebɣa aten-t sserɣ maca tugad ula d nettat att    ečč tiɣrit if- ara tecfu.

Mḥend yessaram ad yebnu tamkarḍit ttawesɛant anda ara yeqqar u yerna ad yejmaɛ idlisen-is deg umkan zedigen, ur-ten yettnal ara uɣebbar.

Ma Ttasaɛdit tekreh iman-is, taɛweq d acu ara texdem, tebɣa ad aff tifrat i wugur-is ig ceɣben allaɣ-is deg iḍ, deg zal. Yiwen wass, tewweḍ tfidi ar yiɣes, truḥ s axxam n creɛ  att ḍleb beṭṭu.

Yenna-as unezzarfu: fkiy-id  yiwet n sebba yelhan. Tenna-as, argaz-iw iḥemmel idlisen.

Anezzarfu akk d yimdanen iḥedṛen tredqen ttaḍṣa.

Yenna-as unezzarfu ulla d Rebbi d Nnbi ḥemmlen idlissen.Ula d nnekki ḥareɣ ad fɣeɣ tastaɣt akken ad sɛuɣ akud ad ɣreɣ idlisen, Ad ḥekmeɣ fell-am att uɣaleḍ s axxam –im, a ttawiḍ adlis i wergaz-im u yerna as t-delbeḍ smaḥ.

Tuɣal Tasa ɛdit s axxam-is. I tikelt tamezwarut di tudert-is, tuɣed sin yidlisen: yiwen i nettat, wayeḍ i wergaz-is. M ḥend yefreḥ mačči d kra.

Qimen di sin qqaren, teɣlid lehna ɣef uxxam, uguren ruḥen weḥd-nsen.

Imi d uɣalen warraw n sen deg uɣerbaz, wehmen, nummen ttafen imawlan n sen ttnaɣen, assen ufan-t-en qqaren, lferḥ ibban ɣef udmawen n sen.

Ula d nutni ɛunden imawlan n sen, dmen-d idlisen, bdan qqaren.

Tuɣal Tasaɛdit tḥemmel ula d netta-t idlisen am M ḥend ne ɣ akter.

Ticki yebɣa M ḥend ad ikke ɛez, ad yesteqsiTasaɛdit:

-“Anwa i tḥemmeleḍ mliḥ d nekki neɣ d idlisen?”

As t-ini d idlisen, dɣa ad yefreḥ Mḥend axaṭer ɣures ulac akk di  tudert ayen aɛzizen akter n yidlisen.

Sghur Hemmar Bussaed

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